If you must inflict pain,
perhaps I can endure
so others don't suffer
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2025.02.01_21.04
I wish there was a simple way to express all that's happening to me.
Sometimes I think our senses and language are a limitation.
I find myself in the best moment of my life.
However, there is feelings I have kept to myself since I could cause my own disruption.
It is amazing, though. In other times, I would've forked myself already.
It is not easy but necessary.